My wishlist for 'Autumn' 2008:
As the leaves fall (well atleast in other prettier parts of the world) and as the breeze sweeps them away. As the rain clouds gather and as the water washes away the moments of feeling nowhere...I wish...
-to be content within myself and free from fear of the future.
-unlimited subscription to VOGUE magazine!
-to see the good in everyone and not to judge anyone if they have different values from mine.
-a nice new stereo system that doesn't get stuck while attempting to play my new compilation of koothu songs. Boo hoo.
-to be unafraid to be alone and to rejoice in my solitude, without any fear of future regret.
-to be comfortable in my own skin... and also to stick to some kind of exercise routine!!! (this is really a wishlist)
-Having said that, LOADS of nice nice clothes !!
-to be around nature somehow, somewhere, always.
-to not be stressed!
-to stop bothering what people think about me and whether they think at all
-to always be surrounded by music-the masala, the melodious, the meaningful and the mad.
-to stop having crushes that crush me! (VERY IMPORTANT!) But I think this is possible. I'm growing older and a little wiser.
-to disconnect from the insignificant
-to manage my anger! (Will martial arts help?)
-to just LIVE
-to love my family the way they deserve because they have been there for me like noone else has, my tiny little family.
-to stop wanting to belong, to some culture, to some language, to someone, to something. To enjoy being as solid as thin air and as undefinable.
-to write forever! Because that's the only thing I seem to stick to!