I'm in a very peculiar state of mind.
I think this extra tooth is giving me some gyan. I kid you not. There's something to be gained out of mind numbing pain I guess.
Besides the fact that I'm learning to destress and stop chasing after greatness (ahahahaa) I'm enjoying the contentment of being single. Really!
Okay, honestly speaking, I don't know how long this phase is going to last. But I shall enjoy it till then!
As an objective observer, I have been analysing my friends' crushes, old and new. Ah, crushes. Crushing rushing crushes. The ebb and the flow, the exhiliration and the crashing down. And also, the rare exciting possibility of two people managing to like each other at the same time. The 'Jaane Tu..'s and the 'Jab We Met's.
Thankfully no 'Ghajini's and 'Dev D's.
But there's something to be said for detached celebrity crushes or crushes on distant unattainable angels while you savour the free delicious taste of singlehood.
Anyway, I can't even begin to describe how it feels to finally reach this state even though I've felt it fleetingly before and EVEN THOUGH I have no clue if it's going to last longer than this day. But it's there! And I'm alive to feel it.
And no, K, I'm not high but I can imagine what it would be like to be a renunciate.
Weeeeelll, in a more i-love-everyone-detachedly-and-from-a-distance-way. Which is what a renunciate is. NOT.
Maybe it's all because of the tooth.
But atleast I'm far from depressed.
I'm single! Wheeeeeee!